my tockin' keeps talking

hi guys.
i just had late dinner,as usual heh :) seem to end lying on my bed,thinking about what? I have no idea. I urgently need to pee,but clearly that's not enough 2 get me up,from the bed. =@ today was the free day and i didnt have to step out of the hse once :D except to run but tht doesn't really count! =p things haven't been too okay,still a rollercoaster. :/ always a rollercoaster == not good.
If i may say,i do miss you like cow :( i wonder if you forgot.
love you. Guys